Well I suppose it happens to all of us eventually. After blogging since BEFORE our adventure into Dd, my need to share seems to be coming to a close. I know what will happen now, I have just jinxed myself and all hell is going to break lose! For that very reason I am not going to say that I will never post again- as I will now most likely have to do it next week! lol. What I am saying, is like many before me, I am seriously contemplating if there is a need for future posts and where this blog will be heading- if anywhere.
Spring is trying desperately to arrive here, and with that brings my busy season with my volunteering. I have noticed that my pain is finally subsiding. (Before you think I have had some sort of miracle between posts, I didn't share my pain/problems until after being in physiotherapy for quite some time.) Anyway, my volunteer 'work' is primarily physical so this could take up a great deal more of my time than usual, as I think I may have to wait for my husband to help more than I'd like.
I also wanted to thank everyone for all your comments, emails, IM's and phone calls surrounding my last post. I was truly touched, especially those of you who shared your personal struggles with pain and how you cope or overcame those struggles.
I fear this time I am going to commit a personal crime and only answer in bulk to my comments here. I'm sorry. Those of you who know me know I never to this- not answering comments on a post is a personal pet peeve of mine.....there it is out there. I have confessed. It drives me batty that people spend time to read and comment and support others and then their comments go unanswered ( without explanation of course- there are so many times when life gets in the way and people really just can't do it- I understand that). I am mentioning this just because I want you to know how truly sorry I am that I am not answering individually. I hope just this once you'll understand.
Like I said, my pain is lessening. I now can actually count the times in a day where I feel it as opposed to count the times when I don't. I like these stats much better! I am hoping that this trend will continue. Barney is doing his part by threatening me- the man loves to threaten! I do believe his last one was, " Don't do too much today, because if your arm becomes sore, there is another part of you that will end up more sore" Isn't he cute?
In an effort to get my submissive heartset back on track, he announced that we would be starting dailies- and sadly he was not referring to contact lenses. Since that proclamation, I have been ill so it never came to fruition. Such a shame *wink*. See nothing to write about here people!
Oh he did say to me during r/a last week:
" When I said you need to eat breakfast, I meant something nutritious. More than a granola bar. If I left it up to you and only said you need to have protein, you'd be down to eating a peanut. I know you" ( snicker)
Honestly we are seemingly in a spot, where 'crap' still happens- but we just process it. There are occasionally screw ups on both our sides. We still have hurt feelings that can cause distancing on both of our parts. We are far from perfect, either one of us. Together we are trying to deepen our Dd relationship to a level where we both feel it should be for us. Some days it is perfect for me right where it is! LOL. The tables, as often can happen, seemed to have turned somewhat where Barney is more the one concerning himself with this, and I am dragging my feet. Not because I don't want it- just because when obstacle courses are set up I generally don't feel the need to run to the finish line and start to get us back on track again. Yup I have become the coaster! Who would have thought?
I suppose if he didn't spearhead the 'rebuilds' then I would try----------------eventually, but there isn't much of a need for me to do that anymore. Think of it like sex, right? You go with out it for a while, and sometimes the need lessens. Sometimes it is greater- especially when it is impossible to have, but often we adjust and move on. Suddenly the other party decides now is the time, and perhaps you are thinking, 'yeah, I have sleep on the brain' too bad! And then it is back in your heart/mind again. That is basically what happens here....um only with spankings!
So as you can see....not sure what I can possibly write about that will be interesting for anyone to read. I certainly don't have
Time doesn't dictate ( especially with my physical limitations on the computer) where I can read and comment as well as blog. I really do enjoy reading about others adventures, so I won't be stopping that, ( so yes you'll still here me blabber on about us in your comments). I am just uncertain as I mentioned what will be happening 'here'
Okay...now onto 40 Days of Fitness!!!
After well over 1200 minutes or 20 hours of exercise, 2560 oz of water, and NO wine -
( And by the way still not an exercise addict.)
both have completed their 40 Days of Fitness with MUCH, MUCH more success than not! Thank you for all those who have supported us, and those who took up the challenge either on your blog or by IMing me with your progress. It was nice to see that I wasn't going it alone!